My Stories

 

 

 

 

 

The Heart of an Angel Trilogy

 

Synopsis:

This series, containing my first three novels, show that good things can come out of tragedy… even love so true it can last an eternity.  When Brian passes out at a concert, he never thought anything serious could be wrong. But then he finds out he needs a heart transplant. While waiting, Brian meets a girl named Alexa, and they become good friends. But will Brian get a transplant before time runs out?

 

Genre:  Romance, Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  Winter 2000

 

 

Don't Wanna Lose You Now

 

Synopsis:

Brian goes to his doctor and finds he has a serious medical problem. His family and friends help him get through this problem, but his best friend is the one who is always there for him. But can their friendship survive?

 

Genre:  Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  Spring 2000

 

 

End of the Road

 

Synopsis:

It started out a normal night. But then, the night turns tragic as the Backstreet Boys' tour bus crashes! Will they all survive?

 

Genre:  Drama

Starring:  Group

Status:  Complete

Written:  Spring 2000

 

 

One Last Wish

 

Synopsis:

The Backstreet Boys meet a little girl through the Make a Wish Foundation. Brian grows especially close to her, and she becomes like a little sister to him. But how will he cope with losing her?

 

Genre:  Drama

Starring:   Brian

Status:   Complete

Written:  Spring 2000

 

 

Silent Desperation

 

Synopsis:

Brian gets into a car accident and is badly injured. Even after he gets out of the hospital, he has a long, painful recovery to face. While recovering, he becomes addicted to pain medication, without realizing the dangers. Will he get help before it's too late?

 

Genre:   Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  Spring 2000

 

 

The One

 

Synopsis:

Katelyn has a horrible secret: she is being abused.  When she gets to meet her idol, Brian, she tells him the truth.  Brian wants to help her.  But will he be able to?

 

Genre:  Romance, Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  June 2000

 

 

Miracle Child

 

Synopsis:

This is a short story I wrote.  It is about Brian’s experience with his heart problems when he was five, from the point of view of his mother.

 

Genre:  Short, Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  June 2000

 

 

Miracle Child: Part II

 

Synopsis:

This is the sequel to “Miracle Child”.  It is about Brian’s heart surgery in May ’98.

 

Genre:  Short, Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  July 2000

 

 

Fight for Survival

Co-written with Rachel

 

Synopsis:

The Backstreet Boys' perfect vacation turns to tragedy when their plane crashes, and they become lost in the wilderness. Will they win their fight for survival?

 

Genre:  Adventure, Drama

Starring:  Group

Status:  Complete

Written:  June – July 2000

 

 

Fight for Survival II

The sequel to Fight for Survival

Co-written with Rachel and Sammy

 

Synopsis:

It’s been a year since the tragedy… and suddenly, the Boys are fighting for their lives again.

 

Genre:  Adventure, Drama

Starring:  Group

Status:  Discontinued

Written:  November 2000 – October 2001

 

 

Loss of a Legend

 

Synopsis:

An old woman finds out devastating news about her favorite Backstreet Boy.

 

Genre:  Short, Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  July 2000

 

 

One Night

 

Synopsis:

It was only one night, but it would change his life forever.

 

Genre:  Romance, Drama

Starring:  AJ

Status:  Complete

Written:  July – September 2000

 

 

Visions of the Past

Co-written with Rachel

 

Synopsis:

The tragedy happened over sixty years ago, at the very place where the Backstreet Boys are staying on their vacation.  Now, someone… or something… is after one of them.  But what is it he wants?  Help… or revenge?

 

Genre:  Paranormal, Drama

Starring:  Group

Status:  Complete

Written:  July – September 2000

 

 

The Gift

 

Synopsis:

Is it possible to receive something… from beyond the grave?

 

Genre:  Short, Drama

Starring:  Kevin

Status:  Complete

Written:  July 2000

 

 

Believe in Miracles

 

Synopsis:

This short story is similar to my story “Miracle Child,” so if you liked that one, you will probably like this one too.

 

Genre:  Short, Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  August 2000

 

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The Terror Chronicles

 

Synopsis:

They had finally broken up, and that was the way he wanted it.  He never wanted to see their faces again.  However, they might have been gone, but they would never be forgotten.  And when they return, he finds himself filled with so much rage, he could kill.  And he would kill.  Only everything didn’t go as he had planned.  She messed up the plan.  She saved his life.  And now she’s in danger too.

 

Genre:  Suspense, Drama

Starring:  Group

Status:  Complete

Written:  September – November 2000

 

 

Sweet Vengeance

The sequel to The Terror Chronicles

Co-written with Rachel

 

Synopsis:

It’s been fifteen years since Justin’s death.  Julie, Heidi, Brian, and the rest of the group thought that the terror was over for good.   They’ve moved on and started new lives, and it seems like the past is finally behind them.  But as the saying goes, history always repeats itself…

 

Genre:  Suspense, Drama

Starring:  Brian, Nick

Status:  Discontinued

Written:  August – September 2001

 

 

Three Words

 

Synopsis:

This short story about Nick shows how three simple words can change a life… and maybe even save one.

 

Genre:  Short, Drama

Starring:  Nick

Status:  Complete

Written:  September 2000

 

 

Through Thick and Thin

 

Synopsis:

What do you get when you combine five guys, four girls, and one tour? An extraordinary bond of friendship that will get them through life’s ups and downs.

 

Genre:  Romance, Drama

Starring:  Group

Status:  Complete

Written:  September 2000 – April 2001

 

 

Cry of Despair

 

Synopsis:

Nick’s feeling depressed.  His girlfriend just left him, and he’s miserable.  But then he does something that puts him in a desperate situation and even jeopardizes his own life.

 

Genre:  Drama

Starring:  Nick

Status:  Complete

Written:  October – November 2000

 

 

Star Cross’d

The sequel to “Cry of Despair”

 

Synopsis:

Recovering from his transplant, Nick finds himself falling in love with a girl he’s just met.  But this isn’t just any girl.  She’s someone special.  Nick’s feelings for her are strong and true… but how can he act on them… when loving her is forbidden?

 

Genre:  Romance, Drama

Starring:  Nick

Status:  Complete

Written:  December 2000

 

 

Everyone

 

Synopsis:

One of the Backstreet Boys is about to do something horrible.  Can the people who care about him most help him in time?

 

Genre:  Short, Drama

Starring:  N/A

Status:  Complete

Written:  November 2000

 

 

Home for Christmas

 

Synopsis:

This festive short story is about a priceless gift that someone gives to someone else during the Christmas season.

 

Genre:  Short, Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  November 2000

 

 

When Tomorrow Never Comes

 

Synopsis:

This is a short story I wrote based on a poem I read.  It’s about not taking things for granted, for you never know when tomorrow won’t come.

 

Genre:  Short, Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  December 2000

 

 

Time


Synopsis:

This story takes place in the year 2045, as Brian, Kevin, Nick, Howie, and AJ, all old men, look back on some old memories.

 

Genre:  Short, Drama

Starring:  Group

Status:  Complete

Written:  December 2000

 

 

Shattered Lives

 

Synopsis:

Just one bad decision… one wrong move… one split second… and their lives were shattered.

 

Genre:  Drama

Starring:  Nick, Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  December 2000 – January 2001

 

 

Seduction of Evil

 

Synopsis:

During a meet and greet, AJ meets an enchanting beauty that will change his life… and him… forever…

 

Genre:  Short, Horror

Starring:  AJ

Status:  Complete

Written:  January 2001

 

 

The Other Child

 

Synopsis:

It was supposed to be a happy time.   But instead, tragedy befell one family, as they gained one member, but lost another.   Now, eighteen years later, can they ever become the family they once hoped to be?

 

Genre:  Drama, AU

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  February - March 2001

 

 

Thank You

 

Synopsis:

When she feels like no one cares, a girl in a desperate situation finds comfort from the five men she loves more than anything.

 

Genre:  Short, Drama

Starring:  Group

Status:  Complete

Written:  February 2001

 

 

In Dreams

Co-written with Melissa

 

Synopsis:

What if you had dreams that told the future?  Sounds pretty cool, huh?  Not when those dreams become nightmares, and you have no way to stop the inevitable from happening…

 

Genre:  Paranormal, Drama

Starring:  Group

Status:  Discontinued

Written:  April – July 2001

 

 

Beside the Ocean

 

Synopsis:

He gave her love… and she gave him life.

 

Genre:  Romance, Drama

Starring:  Nick

Status:  Complete

Written:  May – August 2001

 

 

Blood Red Moon

Co-written with Rachel and Sammy

 

Synopsis:

It happened in movies such as “Armageddon” and “Deep Impact”.  But this time, it’s not a movie.  It’s happening for real, and the Backstreet Boys, along with the rest of the world, are right in the midst of the action.  A comet is heading straight for the Earth, big enough to wipe out all life on the planet.   Will mankind persevere, or will the human race become extinct for all time?

 

Genre:  Sci-fi, Drama

Starring:  Group

Status:  Discontinued

Written:  May – October 2001

 

 

Identical

 

Synopsis:

Every family has its little secrets.  The Littrell family has a big one.  And Brian’s about to find out about it… in the worst way imaginable.  When he’s thrown into a desperate situation, will he make it out alive? Or will his demise become the next family secret?

 

Genre:  Suspense, Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  June – September 2001

 

 

Just Hold Me

 

Synopsis:

It was a warm spring day, the kind of day where nothing can go wrong.   Or so Leighanne thought.   But when she came home that day, she found that her worst nightmare had come true.

 

Genre:  Short, Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  June 2001

 

 

Years of Grace

 

Synopsis:

In a time of loss, Brian meets up with someone he never thought he’d see again.   And he certainly never expected to find himself falling in love with her all over again…

 

Genre:  Romance, Drama

Starring:  Brian

Status:  Complete

Written:  June – November 2001

 

 

Backstreet Boys in The Shining

 

Synopsis:

The title to this is pretty self-explanatory – this is a parody of the movie “The Shining”, starring the Backstreet Boys.   Please note that because this is a parody, Bsb will be made fun of, so if you can’t deal with humor, you might not want to read it.

 

Genre:  Short, Comedy

Starring:  Group

Status:  Complete

Written:  July 2001

 

 

Are You There, God?  It’s Me, Brian

 

Synopsis:

A Backstreet-ized parody of the Judy Blume book Are You There, God?  It’s Me, Margaret.

 

Genre:  Short, Comedy

Starring:  Group

Status:  Complete

Written:  July 2001

 

 

Code Blue

Authors: The Code Team

The members of Backstreet Boys and ‘N Sync deal with life and death on a daily basis as the staff of a North Carolina hospital.  Inspired by the popular TV medical drama, “ER.”

Genre: Drama

Main Bsb: All (plus ‘N Sync)

Status: Incomplete

Written: Winter 2001 - ?

 

 

You’ll Never Walk Alone

 

Synopsis:

When AJ is murdered by a serial killer, the other Backstreet Boys and his girlfriend Bianca are beside themselves with grief.  But was his death really the work of a serial killer?  And is AJ really gone?

 

Genre:  Romance, Suspense, Drama

Starring:  AJ

Status:  Complete

Written:  April – November 2002

 

 

The Backstreet Boys Read “A Dark Secret”

An MST of Kaz Falcon’s A Dark Secret

 

Genre:  MST, Humor, Sci-fi

Starring:  Group

Status:   Discontinued

Written:  July – December 2002

 

 

The Little Velvet Box

 

Synopsis:

On their three-year anniversary, AJ’s girlfriend Traci expects him to propose to her.  But when things don’t go exactly as planned, Traci makes a fateful mistake that haunts her many years later.

 

Genre:  Romance, Drama, Short

Starring:  AJ

Status:  Complete

Written:  August 2002

 

 

Phantasm

Authors: Many

There’s no set summary for this story yet because no one really knows exactly what it’s going to be about.  There are ten people writing it, each writing one chapter, and it’s just like “The Ultimate Collaboration”, where one just takes over where the other left off.  So no summary yet.  All I can say is that it kicks ass so far, so read it! LOL

Genre: Supernatural, Suspense

Main Bsb: Group

Status: Complete

Written: Fall 2002 – Summer 2003

 

 

Now or Never

Co-written with Bianca

 

Synopsis:

It’s been months since the five Backstreet Boys were all together.  Now they’ve come together to work on songs for their next album, though “together” isn’t a good word to describe the situation.  Things haven’t gone as planned, and they seem to be arguing more than writing.  But when two feuding friends find themselves in a crisis, they know they must forget their differences and work together, or they might pay the ultimate price… their lives.

 

Genre:  Drama, Suspense

Starring:  Nick, Brian

Status:  Discontinued

Written:  November 2002 – January 2003

 

 

Not Another Teenybopper Fanfic

 

Synopsis:

As the title suggests, this is a parody of teenybopper stories and overused fanfic plots.

 

Genre:  Comedy

Starring:  Group

Status:  Discontinued

Written:  November 2002 – May 2007

 

 

Broken

 

Synopsis:
Nick Carter was on top of the world. But three simple words sent him plummeting to rock bottom.

 

Genre: Drama
Starring: Nick
Status: Complete
Written: January 2003 – March 2004

 

 

By My Side

The sequel to Broken

 

Synopsis:
Can two different people, brought together by a mutually trying experience, really find enduring love? Nick Carter is willing to find out. It’s been a year since the surgery that changed him forever, and at last, his life is starting to look up again. Fully recovered, he feels ready to pursue a relationship with the woman who’s been by his side through it all. Scars fade, wounds reopen, and people come and go, as they both struggle to get on with the lives for which they’ve fought. And still the question lingers… is the bond they’ve formed strong enough to keep them together through it all?

 

Genre: Drama, Romance
Starring: Nick
Status: Complete
Written: March 2004 – January 2008

 

 

Footprints

 

Synopsis:
This is a collection of short stories meant as a companion to the Broken series. They show events that took place before and during Broken, told from the point of view of Claire, giving more insight into her back story and perspective.

 

Genre: Drama, Romance
Starring: Nick
Status: Incomplete
Written: May 2007 – present

 

 

00Carter

 

Synopsis:

Swashbuckling pirates. Gun-wielding Disney characters. Moonwalking penguins. Mind-numbing reality show singing competitions. You never know what the day will bring when you work for Himitsu Takana. And secret agent 008, better known as 00Carter, is ready for anything… just so long as he’s back in time to score with one of his beautiful Carter girls. He’s Carter… Nick Carter. Along with the elite agents of HimTak, he’s out to save the world, one mission at a time.

 

Genre: Suspense, Comedy

Starring: Group

Status: Incomplete

Written: February 2007 - ?

 

 

The World Will Know Your Name

 

Synopsis:
As a guy who has sung the song “Quit Playing Games (With My Heart)” at every Backstreet show for over a decade, I am pretty damn good at performing without thinking. Sometimes, like now, I just wish I could perform without feeling. God knows I’ve tried.

 

Genre: Drama
Starring: AJ
Status: Complete
Written: April 2008

 

 

Genesis 2014

Written for the 2008 April Fool’s Challenge at Absolute Chaos

 

Synopsis:
Brian, Nick, AJ, and Howie are among the only known survivors of Doomsday. In a time of uncertainty and despair, can they find a way to repopulate the Earth and save the human race from extinction?

 

Genre: Sci-fi
Starring: Group
Status: Complete
Written: April 2008

 

 

Watch Me As I Bleed

Written for the August Challenge at Absolute Chaos

 

Synopsis:
AJ is forced to relive the grisly murders of his bandmates.

 

Genre: Horror
Starring: Group
Status: Complete
Written: August 2008

 

 

In Pieces

The continuation of Watch Me As I Bleed

 

Synopsis:
AJ continues to relive the torture inflicted upon him and his bandmates at the hands of a madwoman.

 

Genre: Horror
Starring: AJ
Status: Complete
Written: July 2011

 

 

Secrets of the Heart

 

Synopsis:
Brian Littrell and AJ McLean were not the type of men you’d expect to associate with one another. One was a music teacher and a family man; the other made his living in bars and tattoo parlors. Their paths sometimes paralleled, but never crossed… until fate altered the course of their lives. Through tragedy, the two men would meet… to bring justice to a life cut short.

 

Genre: Drama, Supernatural, AU
Starring: Brian, AJ
Status: Complete
Written: October 2008 – August 2012

 

 

Song for the Undead

 

Synopsis:
The year was 2012, and the world was at war yet again. We were just ordinary people living our lives in the southeastern United States, and for most of us, the war seemed far from home. We had other priorities. Families. Careers. Dreams.

That day, the day on which Earth became Hell, changed everything. After that, it was just us. Ten strangers against the world, a world utterly different from the one we had known. And it was up to us to save it.

This is our story.

 

Genre: Horror, Suspense, AU
Starring: Group
Status: Incomplete
Written: February 2009 – present

 

 

Guilty Roads

 

Synopsis:
It was the fall of 1999, and the Backstreet Boys were in the midst of their sold-out Into the Millennium tour, when Nick Carter went out for a late night walk on the town. His biggest worry was that he would run into fans, but instead, he crossed paths with real danger. What he witnessed that night would forever change his life, and the Backstreet Boys would never be the same.

 

Genre: Suspense, Drama
Starring: Nick
Status: Incomplete
Written: June 2010 – present

 

 

Curtain Call

 

Synopsis:
She had a dream. He had a secret. They had a deal.
In exchange for her silence, he’d make her dream come true. But at what cost?

 

Genre: Drama
Starring: Nick
Status: Complete
Written: July 2010 – October 2011

 

 

Behind the Curtain

A companion to Curtain Call

 

Synopsis:
It’s been ten years since Cary lost Nick, but a part of him lives on, in more ways than one.

 

Genre: Drama
Starring: Nick
Status: Complete
Written: April 2013

 

 

 

Nick’s Zombie Nightmare Before Christmas

 

Synopsis:
A horrific Backstreet spin on a Christmas classic.

 

Genre: Horror, Short
Starring: Nick
Status: Complete
Written: December 2010

 

 

 

1000 Ways to Kill Nick Carter

 

Synopsis:
Nick Carter tends to be tortured, maimed, or killed more than any other Backstreet Boy in fan fiction. So much so, in fact, that one day, several fanfic authors asked themselves, “Just how many ways CAN we come up with to kill Nick?” The answer lies in this story, a round robin of one-shots in which Nick meets an untimely death in a variety of unique, interesting, and humorous ways.

 

Genre: Comedy
Starring: Nick
Status: Incomplete
Written: August 2011 – present

 

 

Revenge of the Slaughtered: Nick Strikes Back

A spin-off to 1000 Ways to Kill Nick Carter

 

Synopsis:
After being killed so many times, enough is enough. Oh my God, Nick’s back again… and this time, no fan is safe!

 

Genre: Comedy
Starring: Nick
Status: Incomplete
Written: August 2011 – present

 

 

 

Hybrid

Written for the 2012 April Fool’s Challenge at Absolute Chaos

 

Synopsis:
The Boys battle killer monkeys from outer space.
(This was the “foolish” premise I was to turn into an amazing, believable story, according to the challenge for which I wrote this.)

 

Genre: Sci-fi
Starring: Group
Status: Complete
Written: April 2012

 

 

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Backstreet Boy

 

Synopsis:
After his defeat of Lord Voldemort, Harry Potter thought the danger had finally come to an end. But for the Backstreet Boys, it’s only just beginning. One of them is guarding a secret, and if it gets out, it could put the lives of the whole group in jeopardy. Can Harry and his friends unite with the Boys to save this band of Muggles from the wrath of wizards?

 

Genre: Fantasy
Starring: Group
Status: Incomplete
Written: April 2012 – Present

 

 

The Gift of the Pandaskunk

 

Synopsis:
Nick’s dog narrates the heartwarming holiday tale of the pandaskunk who saved Christmas… and the world!

 

Genre: Comedy
Starring: Group
Status: Complete
Written: November 2012

 

 

Return of the Pandaskunk

The sequel to The Gift of the Pandaskunk

 

Synopsis:
It’s been two years since the Backstreet Boys stopped the impending apocalypse and saved Christmas with the help of a flying pandaskunk, but now, new and dangerous circumstances are threatening to ruin Christmas again!  The friends must reunite to make the holidays merry and bright… before it’s too late!

 

Genre: Comedy
Starring: Group
Status: Complete
Written: December 2014

 

 

Unsuspecting Sunday

 

Synopsis: 
“Last night I saw the fireworks, the kind of pain that never hurts, the one you hate to love that’s made for you…”
An unexpected encounter aboard the S.S. Backstreet leads to drama on the high seas.

 

Genre: Drama, Romance (slash)
Starring: Howie, Nick
Status: Complete
Written: July 2013

 

 

Sick as My Secrets

The sequel to Unsuspecting Sunday

 

Synopsis:
“We had it all, this love so strong. Now everything we had is gone. If you could read my mind, you’d know I’ve crossed that line…”
While Nick struggles to deal with what happened on the cruise, Howie’s indiscretions lead to dire consequences.

 

Genre: Drama
Starring: Howie, Nick
Status: Incomplete
Written: February 2014 – present

 

 

Shorty and the Deceased

Written for the Fairy Tale Challenge at Absolute Chaos

 

Synopsis: 
Shorty was a simple girl with a book in her hand and a song in her heart. Nick was a broken man in search of someone who would love him for him. Fate would bring them together in this tale as old as time… that has been totally butchered for the AC forum’s fairy tale challenge.

 

Genre: Comedy, Horror, Romance
Starring: Nick
Status: Complete
Written: August 2013

 

 

Beauty and the Backstreet Boy

Written for the Fairy Tale Challenge at Absolute Chaos

 

Synopsis: 
Tale as old as Backstreet time… true as it can be… barely fan fiction, with some twists thrown in, unexpectedly.
Just a short story… small to say the least… made for the forum’s fairy tale challenge, with Brian as the Beast!

 

Genre: Comedy, Romance
Starring: Brian
Status: Complete
Written: August 2013

 

 

 

 Michael Jordan

 

Synopsis: 
Brian’s thoughts during the infamous fight from the Backstreet Boys’ documentary.  A companion to Rose’s story Frick Versus Frack.

 

Genre: Drama
Starring: Brian, Nick
Status: Complete
Written: February 2015

 

 

 

 

 

 

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