Dreamer's Sanctuary

It hasn’t exactly been “good times and happy days” lately in real life, but life is looking up for Kevin in The World Will Be Waiting.  I hope I still have some romance readers who will enjoy the big ball of fluff that is Chapter 11, which is now online.  Feedback is always appreciated!  Do you like this rare bit of sweetness and light from me, or do you miss the darkness and drama?

My writing has slowed down quite a bit in the last month due to a combination of illness, holiday busyness, and The Sims, but my streak is still alive.  Today is Day 330!  I almost got derailed by the drama last weekend and started rage-writing another pandaskunk story.  I actually started a fourth pandaskunk story two years ago; I had a decent idea for it, but it never quite came together in time to finish before Christmas.  I figured I would come back to it another year when the timing was right.  I thought about it earlier this year because of the Christmas album coming out, but then when Aaron died, I decided definitely not.  Then all this shit went down with Nick, and I got reinspired and revised my outline to incorporate recent events.  After all, writing is my favorite form of revenge.  But, alas, there’s just not enough time for me to pull it off this year.  I wrote the first pandaskunk story in a couple of days, but it was less than 8,000 words long.  The other two are closer to 40,000 words and took me months to write.  As much as I enjoyed writing them and want to write another one someday, I know that any attempt to do so now will just slow me down on TWWBW even more, and that story is my main priority right now.  All this to say, it is highly likely I will write a fourth pandaskunk story at some point, but it won’t be this year.

I’ll be back next week with the next chapter of TWWBW!  I may even post it a day early to avoid updating on Christmas Eve.  Thanks for reading!

Well, it’s been another tough week in the fandom.  I’m getting tired of writing these posts, but once again, I’m reminded of how strong the BSB Army and the Backstreet Boys themselves are.  Rose wrote a great post about this on her site The Dark Side yesterday that reminded me of one of my all-time favorite BSB lyrics:  “We’ve been through days of thunder.  Some people say we don’t belong.  They try to pull us under, but here we stand together, and we’re millions strong.”  The media can try to cancel them based on an opportunistic and completely unsubstantiated claim by one person who’s been manipulated by another, but the Boys will keep going, and we the fans will continue to band together to support them.  As far as Nick goes, I don’t have time to write all that I want to say right now, but if you’ve read my stories and my recent tweets, you already know how I feel about him and this situation.  The short version is:  I support Nick and don’t believe he or the group deserve to be “cancelled” over an alleged incident that may or may not have happened over twenty years ago when there is absolutely no proof or evidence that he did what he’s been accused of.

Nick has a small part in Chapter 10 of The World Will Be Waiting, which is now online.  You know things are bad when one of my chapters is happier and more light-hearted than reality, LOL.  While my stories are fictional, I try to infuse them with as much reality as I can, and I genuinely believe that Nick has a good heart, would do anything for his brothers, and would never take advantage or abuse someone with disabilities.  I sincerely hope that the companies who were so quick to cancel him without digging deeper into this claim will do some investigating and reconsider their decisions, but even if they don’t and we’re left disappointed by the lack of appearances we’ve been looking forward to, we – and the group – will survive.  This, too, shall pass, and we’ll all be even stronger at the end of it.  Sending lots of love to Nick, Kevin, Brian, Howie, AJ, and all my friends in the fandom.  Hang in there, BSB fam. 🖤💙

Well, I’m not, but Kevin and the Boys are in Chapter 9 of The World Will Be Waiting, which is now online for your reading pleasure.  I wish I was going somewhere to see one of their Christmas performances in person, but I will have to settle for watching them on TV/YouTube.  The JCPenney Holiday Spectacular on Thursday was so much fun!  If you missed it, you can watch it here.  Enjoy!

I hope my friends in the U.S. had a happy Thanksgiving and are enjoying the holiday weekend!  Also, happy birthday to Baylee Littrell today and Elliott (Ava) McLean tomorrow!

Chapter 8 of The World Will Be Waiting is up!  This is probably my favorite of the chapters I’ve posted up to this point because it’s just a feel-good chapter featuring the five guys and no other characters.  I hope you enjoy it, too!

We got our first real snowfall this week, so it finally feels appropriate to be listening to the Christmas album.  Don’t think I haven’t been listening to it for the past month anyway, but it was funny driving around during spooky season, singing “Winter Wonderland” while looking at the colorful leaves, pumpkins, and Halloween decorations.  The snow here has melted, but I’m sending warm thoughts to my friends in Buffalo who are dealing with six feet of it!

I’m back to my regular Saturday updates, so Chapter 7 of The World Will Be Waiting is up!  This is a happy little group-centered chapter.  Hope you enjoy the fluff!

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