This is a list of awards I’m honored to have won for my site and stories over the years. Many thanks to the readers and judges who thought I was worthy.
Site Awards:
Millennium Award – Backstreet Boys Millennium
2nd place for Best Fiction Site (Junior Category) – 2000 Total Fantasy Awards
Best Site Name – 2003 Ordinary Day Awards
Best Site – 2003 Inspirational Awards
Website of the Month for April 2003 – Bsb-Rok Fanfiction
Best Fanfiction Site – 2003 Dream Awards Reader’s Choice
Best Site – Dare to Dream Awards Season 1
Best Overall Site – 2003 Time Awards
Best Site – Whispers of the Heart Awards Season 2
Webmistress’ Choice for Best Site – Whispers of the Heart Awards Season 2
Honorable Mention for the Online Songs Award for Best Fanfic Site – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 3
Best Domain – Dare to Dream Awards Season 2
Best Fan Fiction Site – Forever Rebel Awards Season 3
Best Hosted Fan Fiction Site – Stripped Awards Season 1
Honorable Mention for Best Site Name – Back to Your Heart Awards Season 1
Best Site – Dreams to Words Awards Season 3
Best Site – Notepad Awards Season 1
Best Fiction Awards Site – 2002 Come Undone Awards
Best Fanfiction Site – NG Awards Season 2
Author Awards:
Best Author (Junior Category) – 2000 Total Fantasy Awards
2nd place for Best Brian Author – Kalia’s Bsb Awards 2000
Reader’s Choice Best Author – 2003 Dark Sky Awards
1st Runner-Up for Best Author – 2008 Felix Awards
1st Runner-Up for Best Author – 2009 Felix Awards
Best Author – 2010 Felix Awards
Best Drama/Angst Author – 2011 Felix Awards
Best Thriller/Suspense Author – 2011 Felix Awards
Runner-Up for Best Collaborating Authors (with Rose) – 2011 Felix Awards
Best Romance Author (non-hostess) – 2012 Backstreet Trash Awards
The Torture Master Award – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
Best Fantasy/Supernatural Author – 2012 Felix Awards
Runner-Up for Best AU Author – 2012 Felix Awards
Best Collaboration Authors (with Rose) – 2012 Felix Awards
Double Rainbow All the Way Across the Sky (Best Author) – 2013 DRATW Awards
Story Awards:
Heartache
Best Romance/Drama (Junior Category) – 2000 Total Fantasy Awards
3rd place for Best Romance – 2000 CrazySexyCool Awards
3rd place for Best Drama – 2000 CrazySexyCool Awards
3rd place for Best Drama – Kalia’s Bsb Awards 2000
3rd place for Best Brian Story – Kalia’s Bsb Awards 2000
Heart of an Angel
Best Sequel – Kalia’s Bsb Awards 2000
Don’t Wanna Lose You Now
3rd place for Best Drama – Kalia’s Bsb Awards 2000
End of the Road
3rd place for Best Complete Novella – Kalia’s Bsb Awards 2000
The One
Best Romance – 2000 CrazySexyCool Awards
3rd place for Best Tearjerker – Kalia’s Bsb Awards 2000
2nd place for Best Kiss/Almost Kiss – Kalia’s Bsb Awards 2000
Fight for Survival
Best Adventure (Junior Category) – 2000 Total Fantasy Awards
Best Combo/Group Story – 2002 Unsafe Boundaries Awards
Visions of the Past
Webmistress’ Choice for Best Fantasy – 2002 Starry Night Fanfiction Awards
Through Thick and Thin
The Gouda Award for the Most Wonderful Cheesy Story – 2002 Take Time to Dream Awards (whoo hoo!)
Shattered Lives
Best Medium Length Nick Story – 2001 Sunset Fantasies Awards
Best Tearjerker – 2002 Unsafe Boundaries Awards
Best Drama – 2002 Rose is a Rose Awards
Webmistress’ Choice for Best Nick Story – 2002 Rose is a Rose Awards
Webmistress’ Choice for Best Drama – 2002 Starry Night Fanfiction Awards
Webmistress’ Choice for Best Nick Story – 2002 Starry Night Fanfiction Awards
The Other Child
Best Brian – Dreams to Words Awards Season 4
Beside the Ocean
The Cry Award (Best Tearjerker) – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 1
Best Nick Story – 2003 Not Too Young Awards
Best Tearjerker Story – 2003 Not Too Young Awards
Most Inspirational – 2003 Inspirational Awards
Best Song Fic – NG Awards Season 2
Just Hold Me
Best Short Story – 2002 Unsafe Boundaries Awards
Years of Grace
Best Cliché – 2002 Unsafe Boundaries Awards
Best Brian Story – 2002 Unsafe Boundaries Awards
Webmistress’ Choice for Best Romance – 2002 Starry Night Fanfiction Awards
Best Romance – 2002 Starry Night Fanfiction Awards
The I’ll Never Break Your Heart Award (Best Romance) – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 1
Best Overall Story – 2003 Ordinary Day Awards
Webmistress’ Choice Best Story – 2003 Dark Sky Awards
Like a Prayer Award (Best Brian) – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 2
Backstreet Boys in The Shining
Best Comedy – 2002 Unsafe Boundaries Awards
Honorable Mention for Best Comedy – 2003 Backstreet Elite Awards
Best Parody – 2003 Bed-Head Awards
Identical
Best Brian Story – 2002 Take Time To Dream Awards
Best Suspense – 2003 Backstreet Elite Awards
Best Brian Story – 2003 Not Too Young Awards
Best Villain (Brendan) – 2003 Ordinary Day Awards
Suspense Without Suspense Award (Best Suspense) – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 2
Best Brian Story – 2003 Silver Lining Awards
Best Brian – Dare to Dream Awards Season 1
Webmistress’ Choice for Best Action/Suspense – 2003 Backstreet Market Awards
Best Brian – Whispers of the Heart Awards Season 2
Best Brian Story – Summer 2003 Step Back From Reality Awards
Best Brian – Bed-Head Awards Season 4
Honorable Mention for Best Villain (Brendan) – Back to Your Heart Awards Season 1
Honorable Mention for Best Overall Story – Back to Your Heart Awards Season 1
Code Blue
Best Novel – 2002 Come Undone Awards
Honorable Mention for Best Drama – 2002 Come Undone Awards
Best Collaboration – 2003 East Water Alternate Universe Awards
Best Splash Page – 2003 East Water Alternate Universe Awards
Honorable Mention for Best Comedic Relief (Justin) – 2003 East Water Alternate Universe Awards
Honorable Mention for Best Villain (Holli) – 2003 East Water Alternate Universe Awards
Honorable Mention for Best Bsb/’Nsync Crossover – 2003 East Water Alternate Universe Awards
Site of the Month for July 2003 – Bsb-Rok Fanfiction
Best Group Story – 2003 Dreams to Words Awards
Best Collaboration – 2008 Felix Awards
You’ll Never Walk Alone
The Ghetto Pirate Award (Best AJ) – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 1
Best AJ – 2003 Whatever Reason Awards
Best Villain (Krystle) – 2003 Whatever Reason Awards
Best Overall Story – 2003 Whatever Reason Awards
Honorable Mention for Best AJ – Forever Rebel Awards Season 1
Best AJ – 2003 Swept Away Awards
Best AJ – 2003 Bed-Head Awards
Webmaster’s Choice – 2003 Bed-Head Awards
Best AJ – 2003 Dark Sky Awards
Best AJ – 2003 No Name Awards
Honorable Mention for The McLean Award (Best AJ) – 2003 Time Awards
Popular Vote for Best Novel – 2003 Backstreet Market Awards
Popular Vote for Best Drama – 2003 Backstreet Market Awards
Popular Vote for Most Hate-worthy Character (Krystle) – 2003 Backstreet Market Awards
Popular Vote for Best AJ Story – 2003 Backstreet Market Awards
Webmistress’ Choice for Best AJ Story – 2003 Backstreet Market Awards
1st Runner Up for Best AJ Story – Summer 2003 Step Back From Reality Awards
1st Runner Up for Best Mystery Suspense – Summer 2003 Step Back From Reality Awards
Honorable Mention for Best AJ – Back to Your Heart Awards Season 1
Best AJ Story – MBSBFC Fan Fic Awards 2005
The Little Velvet Box
Best AJ Story – Fall 2003 Sunset Fantasies Awards
Not Another Teenybopper Fanfic
Mystery Award (?) – 2003 Not Too Young Awards
Best Comedy – 2003 Ordinary Day Awards
Honorable Mention – 2003 Bed-Head Awards
Best Comedy – Addicted II Fanfiction Awards Season 2
Popular Vote for Best Comedy – 2003 Backstreet Market Awards
Best Comedy – Summer 2003 Step Back From Reality Awards
Nick Carter’s Cheesiest Smile Award for Funniest Scene (Chapter 7) – Summer 2003 Step Back From Reality Awards
Honorable Mention for Best Comedy – Forever Rebel Awards Season 3
The Good Humor Award – LavendarJade Awards Season 1
Best Comedy – Stripped Awards Season 2
Best Comedy – Dreams to Words Awards Season 3
Best Group Story – Dreams to Words Awards
Season 3 Best Title – Dreams to Words Season 3
2nd Runner Up for Best Overall Sex Scene (non-hostess) – 2012 Backstreet Trash Awards
Broken
Most Hated Male/Female (Leah) – 2003 Come As You Are Awards
Best Novel – 2003 Time Awards
Best Story – 2003 Time Awards
Popular Vote for the “I Got Ya Back” Best Friend Award (Howie) – 2003 Backstreet Market Awards
Webmistress’ Choice for the “I Got Ya Back” Best Friend Award (Howie) – 2003 Backstreet Market Awards
The Soap Opera Award for Best Drama – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 3
Honorable Mention for The Story So Far Award for Best Unfinished – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 3
Honorable Mention for The Roller Coaster Award for Best Novel – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 3
The Lean On Me Award for Best Supporting Character (Claire) – Summer 2003 Step Back From Reality Awards
Best Drama – Dare to Dream Awards Season 2
Best Drama – Fall 2003 Gravity of Love Awards
Honorable Mention for Best Lead Male (Nick) – Fall 2003 Gravity of Love Awards
Best Drama – Forever Rebel Awards Season 3
Best Drama – Dream Awards Season 3
Best Tragedy – Stripped Awards Season 1
Best Drama/Angst – LavendarJade Awards Season 1
Best Novel – LavendarJade Awards Season 1
Honorable Mention for Best Kiss (Chapter 118) – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 5
The Lean On Me Award for Best Supporting Character (AJ) – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 5
The That’s What Friends Are For Award for Best Friend (Claire) – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 5
Honorable Mention for the I Wanna Be Bad Award for Best Villain (Leah) – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 5
The You’ve Got It Goin’ On Award for Best Overall Story – Writings on the Wall Awards Season 5
Best Drama – Dreams to Words Awards Season 3
Best Graphic – Dreams to Words Awards Season 3
Best Male (Nick) – NG Awards Season 2
Best Female (Claire) – NG Awards Season 2
Best Tearjerker – 2008 Felix Awards
Best Couple (Nick and Claire) – 2008 Felix Awards
1st Runner-Up for Best Series – 2010 Felix Awards
Best Nick Torture – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
“Starting to Look Like a Triple Rainbow” (Best Series) – 2013 DRATW Awards
By My Side
Best Sequel – Dreams to Words Awards Season 5
Best Female Lead (Claire) – Dreams to Words Awards Season 5
Best Couple (Nick and Claire) – Dreams to Words Awards Season 5
Best Sequel – Notepad Awards Season 1
Best Cliffhanger – 2008 Felix Awards
1st Runner-Up for Best Villain (Jamie) – 2008 Felix Awards
Best Romance – 2010 Felix Awards
1st Runner-Up for Best Series – 2010 Felix Awards
Best Nick Romance (non-hostess) – 2012 Backstreet Trash Awards
1st Runner Up for Best General Romance (non-hostess) – 2012 Backstreet Trash Awards
Are You There, God? It’s Me, Brian
Best Comedy – Dreams to Words Awards Season 4
00Carter
Best Hero (Nick) – 2009 Felix Awards
1st Runner-Up for Best Collaboration – 2011 Felix Awards
Song for the Undead
Best Alternate Universe – 2010 Felix Awards
Best Collaboration – 2010 Felix Awards
1st Runner-Up for Best Thriller/Suspense – 2011 Felix Awards
1st Runner-Up for Best Collaborating Authors – 2011 Felix Awards
1st Runner-Up for Best Overall Sex Scene (non-hostess) – 2012 Backstreet Trash Awards
Best Sacrificial Lamb (Kayleigh) – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
1st Runner-Up for Most Agonizing Emotional Pain – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
1st Runner-Up for Goriest Scene – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
1st Runner-Up for Best Story Ending in 2012 – 2012 Backstreet Boys Fan Fiction Awards
Curtain Call
1st Runner-Up for Best Novel – 2010 Felix Awards
Best Drama/Angst – 2011 Felix Awards
Best First Kiss (non-hostess) – 2012 Backstreet Trash Awards
Greatest Punishment of All – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
Best Natural Death – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
1st Runner-Up for the “Please… Don’t Hurt Me Anymore!” Award – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
Best Text Summary – 2012 Felix Awards
“I Can’t Even Capture It On My Camera” (Best Novel) – 2013 DRATW Awards
“So Vivid” (Best 1st Person POV) – 2013 DRATW Awards
Watch Me As I Bleed
Best Short Story – 2011 Felix Awards
Genesis 2014
1st Runner Up for Best Slash – 2012 Backstreet Trash Awards
Hybrid
Most Random Way of Dying – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
1st Runner-Up for Best Ending – 2012 Backstreet Boys Fan Fiction Awards
1000 Ways to Kill Nick Carter
Best Accidental Death (“Let’s Get Fired Up!”) – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
Best Collaboration – 2012 Felix Awards
Revenge of the Slaughtered
Goriest Scene (“Nick the Ripper”) – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
Best Homicide (“Recipe for Revenge”) – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
1st Runner-Up for Most Memorable Death (“Recipe for Revenge”) – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
1st Runner-Up for Deadliest Villain (Nick) – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
1st Runner-Up for Best Villain (“Nick the Ripper”) – 2012 Backstreet Boys Fan Fiction Awards
Guilty Roads
1st Runner-Up for Best Torture of a Backstreet Boy Not Named Nick Carter – 2012 Pain is Just Pleasure Awards
Secrets of the Heart
1st Runner-Up for Best Fantasy/Supernatural Story – 2012 Felix Awards
Unsuspecting Sunday
1st Runner-Up for “So Intense” (Best Angst) – 2013 DRATW Awards
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Backstreet Boy
“What Does It Mean?” (Most Creative) – 2014 DRATW Awards
Sick as My Secrets
“So Vivid” (Best First Person POV) – 2014 DRATW Awards
“So Intense” (Best Angst) – 2014 DRATW Awards
