Here you will find stories written by me. Scroll down to see the full list or use the dropdown menus below to browse by genre, main character, length, or completion status.
How That Bitch Stole Backstreet Christmas
Synopsis:
It’s been decades in the making, and after a year’s delay, the Backstreet Army is beyond excited to celebrate A Very Backstreet Christmas! But when a thirsty bitch and several spineless companies conspire to thwart their plans, the Boys and their fans must stand together – heart to heart and hand in hand – to keep the Christmas spirit and Backstreet pride alive. Inspired by true events.
Genre: comedy
Starring: group
Status: complete
Published: December 2022
The World Will Be Waiting
The sequel to My Brother’s Keeper
Synopsis:
Four years after the tragic accident that changed his life forever, Kevin tries to keep moving forward… by going back.
Genre: drama, romance
Starring: Kevin
Status: incomplete
Published: October 2022 – present
My Brother’s Keeper
Synopsis:
As the clock struck midnight on January 1, 2008, Kevin Richardson felt like he had it all: a wonderful wife, a beautiful baby boy, and a newfound freedom to do whatever he wanted to provide for his family. Not like his former bandmate, Nick Carter, who could barely take care of himself, let alone someone else. But when a tragic accident changes Kevin’s life forever, Nick is forced to step up and start caring for his friend. Will he rise to the occasion, or will Nick crumble under the pressure of trying to support Kevin and straighten out his own life at the same time?
Genre: drama
Starring: Kevin, Nick
Status: complete
Published: April 2021 – July 2022
Dodging the Daylight
Synopsis:
Brian’s life had never looked brighter, until a devastating diagnosis plunged it into darkness.
Genre: dramedy
Starring: Brian
Status: complete
Published: April 2022
The Road to Bethlehem
Synopsis:
In the midst of the COVID-19 pandemic, the Backstreet Boys rent a remote mountain cabin where they can quarantine together and work on their long-anticipated Christmas album. But just days into their retreat, disaster strikes. When they find themselves in an increasingly dire situation, the five men fear they may not all make it out of the mountains alive.
Genre: drama
Starring: group
Status: complete
Published: October 2020 – February 2021
Heroic Measures
Synopsis:
In the fall of 1995, the Backstreet Boys’ future is looking bright. Fresh off the release of their very first single, the five young men from Florida have embarked on a promotional tour, feeling like their dreams of stardom are about to come true. Instead, they come to a crashing halt on a rain-soaked bridge in Chicago, where a horrible accident puts their career plans on hold and leaves their lives in the hands of the dedicated doctors and nurses at County General Hospital.
Genre: drama
Starring: group
Status: complete
Published: June – August 2020
A Heart That Isn’t Mine
Synopsis:
Life can change in a heartbeat. No one knows that better than Nick Carter. After an unexpected loss leads to an estrangement from his wife, he finds himself in the Florida Keys, broken-hearted and alone… until a chance encounter changes everything.
Genre: drama
Starring: Nick, Brian
Status: complete
Published: February – November 2019
The Call
Synopsis:
Within the brotherhood of the Backstreet Boys, Brian and Howie have never had a particularly close bond. But a frantic phone call in the middle of the night brings them together to face the unthinkable.
Genre: drama
Starring: Howie, Brian
Status: complete
Published: October 2017
Michael Jordan
Synopsis:
Brian’s thoughts during the infamous fight from the Backstreet Boys’ documentary. A companion to Rose’s story Frick Versus Frack.
Genre: drama
Starring: Brian, Nick
Status: complete
Published: February 2015
Beauty and the Backstreet Boy
Written for the Fairy Tale Challenge at Absolute Chaos
Synopsis:
Tale as old as Backstreet time… true as it can be… barely fanfiction, with some twists thrown in, unexpectedly.
Just a short story… small to say the least… made for the forum’s fairy tale challenge, with Brian as the Beast!
Genre: comedy, romance
Starring: Brian, group
Status: complete
Published: August 2013
Shorty and the Deceased
Written for the Fairy Tale Challenge at Absolute Chaos
Synopsis:
Shorty was a simple girl with a book in her hand and a song in her heart. Nick was a broken man in search of someone who would love him for him. Fate would bring them together in this tale as old as time… that has been totally butchered for the AC forum’s fairy tale challenge.
Genre: comedy, horror, romance
Starring: Nick, group
Status: complete
Published: August 2013
Unsuspecting Sunday
Synopsis:
“Last night I saw the fireworks, the kind of pain that never hurts, the one you hate to love that’s made for you…”
An unexpected encounter aboard the S.S. Backstreet leads to drama on the high seas.
Genre: drama, romance
Starring: Howie, Nick
Status: complete
Published: July 2013
Sick as My Secrets
The sequel to Unsuspecting Sunday
Synopsis:
“We had it all, this love so strong. Now everything we had is gone. If you could read my mind, you’d know I’ve crossed that line…”
While Nick struggles to deal with what happened on the cruise, Howie’s indiscretions lead to dire consequences.
Genre: drama, romance
Starring: Howie, Nick
Status: complete
Published: February 2014 – June 2017
The Pandaskunk Saga
Synopsis:
In this trilogy of holiday tales, the Backstreet Boys team up with a mystical flying pandaskunk to save Christmas!
Genre: action/adventure, comedy, fantasy, sci-fi
Starring: Brian, Nick, group
Status: complete
Published: November 2012 – April 2020
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Backstreet Boy
Synopsis:
After his defeat of Lord Voldemort, Harry Potter thought the danger had finally come to an end. But for the Backstreet Boys, it’s only just beginning. One of them is guarding a secret, and if it gets out, it could put the lives of the whole group in jeopardy. Can Harry and his friends unite with the Boys to save this band of Muggles from the wrath of wizards?
Genre: fantasy
Starring: group
Status: incomplete
Published: April 2012 – present
Hybrid
Written for the 2012 April Fool’s Challenge at Absolute Chaos
Synopsis:
The Boys battle killer monkeys from outer space.
(This was the “foolish” premise I was to turn into an amazing, believable story, according to the challenge for which I wrote this.)
Genre: horror, sci-fi
Starring: group
Status: complete
Published: April 2012
1000 Ways to Kill Nick Carter
Co-written with multiple authors on Absolute Chaos
Synopsis:
Nick Carter tends to be tortured, maimed, and killed more than any other Backstreet Boy in fanfiction. So much so, in fact, that one day, several fanfic authors asked themselves, “Just how many ways CAN we come up with to kill Nick?” The answer lies in this story, a round robin collection of short stories in which Nick meets an untimely death in a variety of unique, interesting, and humorous ways.
Genre: comedy, horror
Starring: Nick
Status: incomplete
Published: August 2011 – present
Revenge of the Slaughtered: Nick Strikes Back
A companion to 1000 Ways to Kill Nick Carter, co-written with multiple authors on Absolute Chaos
Synopsis:
After being killed so many times, enough is enough. Oh my God, Nick’s back again… and this time, no fan is safe!
Genre: comedy, horror
Starring: Nick
Status: incomplete
Published: August 2011 – present
Nick’s Zombie Nightmare Before Christmas
Co-written with Rose
Synopsis:
A horrific Backstreet spin on a Christmas classic.
Genre: horror
Starring: Nick
Status: complete
Published: December 2010
Curtain Call
Synopsis:
She had a dream. He had a secret. They had a deal.
In exchange for her silence, he’d make her dream come true. But at what cost?
Genre: drama, romance
Starring: Nick
Status: complete
Published: July 2010 – October 2011
If…
A companion to Curtain Call
Synopsis:
She thought she’d lost him forever, but four years later, Cary is given a Christmas gift she’ll never forget.
Genre: drama, romance
Starring: Nick
Status: complete
Published: December 2015
Behind the Curtain
A companion to Curtain Call
Synopsis:
It’s been ten years since Cary lost Nick, but a part of him lives on, in more ways than one.
Genre: drama
Starring: Nick
Status: complete
Published: April 2013
Guilty Roads
Synopsis:
It was the fall of 1999, and the Backstreet Boys were in the midst of their sold-out Into the Millennium tour, when Nick Carter went out for a late night walk on the town. His biggest worry was that he would run into fans, but instead, he crossed paths with real danger. What he witnessed that night would forever change his life, and the Backstreet Boys would never be the same.
Genre: suspense, drama
Starring: Nick
Status: incomplete
Published: June 2010 – present
Song for the Undead
Co-written with Rose
Synopsis:
The year was 2012, and the world was at war yet again. We were just ordinary people living our lives in the southeastern United States, and for most of us, the war seemed far from home. We had other priorities. Families. Careers. Dreams.
That day, the day on which Earth became Hell, changed everything. After that, it was just us. Ten strangers against the world, a world utterly different from the one we had known. And it was up to us to save it.
This is our story.
Genre: horror, suspense, alternate universe
Starring: group
Status: complete
Published: February 2009 – August 2015
Secrets of the Heart
Synopsis:
Brian Littrell and AJ McLean were not the type of men you’d expect to associate with one another. One was a music teacher and a family man; the other made his living in bars and tattoo parlors. Their paths sometimes paralleled, but never crossed… until fate altered the course of their lives. Through tragedy, the two men would meet… to bring justice to a life cut short.
Genre: drama, supernatural, alternate universe
Starring: Brian, AJ
Status: complete
Published: October 2008 – August 2012
Watch Me As I Bleed
Written for the August Challenge at Absolute Chaos
Synopsis:
AJ is forced to relive the grisly murders of his bandmates.
Genre: horror
Starring: AJ, group
Status: complete
Published: August 2008
In Pieces
The continuation of Watch Me As I Bleed
Synopsis:
AJ continues to relive the torture inflicted upon him and his bandmates at the hands of a madwoman.
Genre: horror
Starring: AJ, group
Status: complete
Published: July 2011
The World Will Know Your Name
Synopsis:
As a guy who has sung the song “Quit Playing Games (With My Heart)” at every Backstreet show for over a decade, I am pretty damn good at performing without thinking. Sometimes, like now, I just wish I could perform without feeling. God knows I’ve tried.
Genre: drama
Starring: AJ
Status: complete
Published: April 2008
Genesis 2014
Written for the 2008 April Fool’s Challenge at Absolute Chaos
Synopsis:
Brian, Nick, AJ, and Howie are among the only known survivors of Doomsday. In a time of uncertainty and despair, can they find a way to repopulate the Earth and save the human race from extinction?
Genre: sci-fi, romance
Starring: Brian, group
Status: complete
Published: April 2008
00Carter
Co-written with Rose, Dee, Mel, Lore, Veronica, Gozde, and Kelly
Synopsis:
Swashbuckling pirates. Gun-wielding Disney characters. Moonwalking penguins. You never know what the day will bring when you work for Himitsu Takana. And secret agent 008, better known as 00Carter, is ready for anything… just so long as he’s back in time to score with one of his beautiful Carter girls. He’s Carter… Nick Carter. Along with the elite agents of HimTak, he’s out to save the world, one mission at a time.
Genre: action, comedy, sci-fi, alternate universe
Starring: group
Status: incomplete
Published: February 2007 – present
Broken
Synopsis:
Nick Carter was on top of the world. But three simple words sent him plummeting to rock bottom.
Genre: drama
Starring: Nick
Status: complete
Published: January 2003 – March 2004
By My Side
The sequel to Broken
Synopsis:
Can two different people, brought together by a mutually trying experience, really find enduring love? Nick Carter is willing to find out. It’s been a year since the surgery that changed him forever, and at last, his life is starting to look up again. Fully recovered, he feels ready to pursue a relationship with the woman who’s been by his side through it all. Scars fade, wounds reopen, and people come and go, as they both struggle to get on with the lives for which they’ve fought. And still the question lingers… is the bond they’ve formed strong enough to keep them together through it all?
Genre: drama, romance
Starring: Nick
Status: complete
Published: March 2004 – January 2008
Footprints
Synopsis:
This is a collection of short stories meant as a companion to the Broken series. They show events that took place before and during Broken, told from the point of view of Claire, giving more insight into her back story and perspective.
Genre: drama, romance
Starring: Nick
Status: complete
Published: May 2007 – June 2013
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