The End of an Era

Once again, this is not an update, but, rather, an announcement.

If you’ve been coming to this site for any length of time, I’m sure you’re aware of how the updates have slowed down over the last few months/years.  It’s been especially slow lately.  I have been busy with real life, of course, but I won’t make any more excuses.  The truth is that I just haven’t had the motivation or inspiration to write.

This has been going on for awhile.  It’s evident in the lack of updates on all of my stories.  Guilty Roads hasn’t been updated in I don’t even know how long.  The Harry Potter crossover that was I so gung-ho about around this time last year hasn’t been updated since.  Even the collaborations I was so into have fallen by the wayside.

It is with a heavy heart that I admit defeat and officially announce that I am taking a hiatus from writing fan fiction.  I will continue to contribute to 00Carter and help Rose finish Song for the Undead because I owe her and my other co-writers that much, but for the time being, I will not be updating any of my other projects.  I want to use this time to focus on my personal life and other creative endeavors, without the pressure of any unfinished novels or a website waiting to be updated.

Lately, whenever I think of this site or the stories on it, I get a sick feeling in my stomach because I know I’m letting you down.  Take today, for example.  It’s April Fool’s Day, and I ALWAYS do something to the site or write a joke story for April Fool’s.  In twelve years, I have never failed to produce an April Fool’s prank.  But this year?  I got nothing.  It hit me this weekend as I was scrambling to come up with an idea, knowing I had no time and even less inspiration to get something done.  And that’s when I knew… this is the end.

I’ve always vowed I would never be one of those writers who just falls off the face of the internet and disappears, never to update her stories again, or worse, the one who removes her stories without warning first.  I promised I would at least warn you and let you know what was going on.  So now that that time has come, here it is.

I will not be removing my stories, and I will continue to pay for my domain so my site can stay online.  I don’t want Dreamer’s Sanctuary to disappear completely.  I’m also not going to say that I will never write again.  I hope that, after taking some time off, I will rediscover my love of writing.  I would love to explore other fandoms, such as Harry Potter, The Walking Dead, and Tetris, as well as original fiction.  And who knows, maybe one day I’ll even come back to BSB and finish some of the unfinished stories I’m leaving behind.  But for now, it’s time for me to say goodbye.

Thank you for all the support over the years!

Signing off,

Julie

Thank You!

Thanks to those of you who voted for me at the Backstreet Boys Fan Fiction Awards!  I was 1st runner-up in three categories:

 

          

Thanks again for these awards!  Also, thanks to those of you who have registered as readers on the site!  Hopefully one of these days I’ll actually update a story that’s posted on the new site so you can try out the review feature LOL.

Happy Birthday, Nick!

This isn’t a real update, but I wanted to acknowledge this anniversary.  Not only is it the 33rd anniversary of our beloved blonde Backstreet Boy’s birth, but it’s also the anniversary of a couple of milestones on this site.

January 28, 2003:  Ten years ago on this date, I posted the first two chapters of a new story I had just started called Broken.  In the update blurb on the site that day, I wrote, “I wasn’t sure I wanted to post it yet or not because I just started it last week and wasn’t sure if I would keep going on it or not.”  Thank goodness I did, because Broken turned out to be one of the biggest successes of my fanfic-writing life.  It’s the story that brought a lot of you here at some point in the last decade.  It’s also the story that, for better or worse, taught me the most about writing and made me the writer I am today.  I can’t believe it’s ten years old!

January 28, 2008:  Five years ago on this date, and five years after Broken began, I posted the last three chapters of its sequel, By My Side.  One of the only sequels I’ve successfully completed, By My Side is also my longest novel by far, weighing in at around 800,000 words and well over 1,000 pages.  No wonder it took almost four years of consistent writing to finish!  The day I posted the end of BMS still holds the record for the most traffic ever on Dreamer’s Sanctuary.  While it certainly isn’t the best thing I’ve ever written, it is definitely the biggest achievement of my writing “career” so far.

So happy birthday (and sorry), Nick!  Happy birthday, Broken!  And happy anniversary, BMS!  And thank you, readers, for sticking around and supporting the site through all these years!

Undead Update!

Chapter 104 of Song for the Undead is up!  Rose and I hope you enjoy it!

Also, I’ve been having a lot of problems with spam comments and reviews, so for the time being, I’m requiring readers to register for the site in order to comment or review.  You can become a registered reader by clicking here or registering on the sidebar to the right.  I apologize for this extra step and hope it won’t deter anyone from leaving feedback; it should help keep the site clean and free of spam.  Thanks for your support!