It’s a… pandaskunk!

Well, I survived my first week back at work and am currently enjoying a very lazy, snowy weekend.  I haven’t written a damn thing since last weekend because I got sucked into reading Broken as I was working on my Wayback Wednesday post, and so I’ve spent the past few days living in 2003.  I haven’t attempted to read Broken or its sequel since I wrote Curtain Call because I thought I would be disappointed, but you know what?  At the risk of sounding arrogant, I am super proud of the eighteen-year-old who wrote that story!  It is delightfully dated and cringe-worthy in a few parts, but overall, it still holds up.  Next I’m gonna try to make it through By My Side, which I’ve never actually read beyond proofreading chapters before I posted them.  I’ll be blogging about that one in a couple weeks!

In the meantime, I finished Part IV of The Year Without a Pandaskunk last weekend, so I’m posting that tonight.  Hopefully I’ll finish Part V by next weekend so I can update again then.  Because I am a stickler for details even in a stupid fantasy story like this, I googled photos and watched several videos of pandas giving birth to write the first scene of this chapter.  Spoiler alert:  Newborn pandas look nothing like pandas and are not particularly cute.  Newborn skunks, on the other hand, are adorable!

You’re welcome.

Wayback Wednesday #4: 2003

For this week’s Wayback Wednesday post, we’re going back to 2003, the year I wrote a “fan favorite” and one of my personal favorites as well… Broken!

We’re now up to the era in which I started writing novels that took longer than a year to write, meaning I also wrote fewer stories per year, so this blog will actually be a two-parter. In Part 1, I’ll talk about the origins of Broken. Part 2 will be more about the impact of Broken.

I should also warn you that the reason I’ve been hiding the rest of these blogs under a “Continue reading” link is not just because they’re long, but because they do contain spoilers for the stories. Keep that in mind for the ones you haven’t read. If you plan on reading one in the future and don’t want anything spoiled, don’t click. On the other hand, if you’ve always scrolled past a particular story because you weren’t sure if it was something you’d want to read or not, you can click and read the “Straightforward synopsis.” I purposely write pretty vague synopses for my stories so as not to give too much away about the plot, but these versions are meant to get right to the point of what the story’s really about.

Case in point…

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Christmas With the Carters

I’m getting back to my weekend update routine, as I have to go back to work next week.  Part III of The Year Without a Pandaskunk has been posted.  It’s Christmas with the Carters, y’all!

I also finally got around to converting A Heart That Isn’t Mine into ebook format, for those who like having that option to read on their devices.  It’s available to download in three different formats on the eFics page.  The titles on this page are listed alphabetically, but I realized as I was adding it, my stories inadvertently ended up perfectly categorized by topic, too.  A quick scroll through the list reveals I’ve written exactly four types of novel in the past seventeen years:  1) Nick cancer romance (x3), 2) psychological thriller disguised as medical drama about heart disease (x2), 3) AIDS slash, and 4) post-apocalyptic zombie epic.  Maybe I’ll branch out a bit more in this decade, LOL.  I probably won’t write any more stories about cancer or heart transplants – but hey, never say never!

Wayback Wednesday #3: 2002

Happy New Year! I can’t believe it’s 2020! Crazy!

As we enter a new decade, the twentieth anniversary of Dreamer’s Sanctuary feels even closer.  For this week’s Wayback Wednesday post, I’m going to rearrange the digits in the new year and take you back to 2002 to my beloved soap opera of a collaboration, Code Blue.

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Last update of the decade!

I hope everyone has enjoyed the holidays!  As the year and decade comes to an end, I feel obliged to reflect a little.  What an amazing year it’s been for the BSB fandom!  A #1 album, a Grammy nomination, the end of a successful Vegas residency, and the start of a spectacular world tour that included many sold-out arena shows.  This ’90s nostalgia/Backstreet Renaissance era we’re in has sure been fun!  In fact, I think the 2010s have been my favorite decade in this fandom so far.  The past ten years have given us so much:  Kevin’s return, two BSB albums, four tours, six cruises, the NKOTBSB collaboration, the documentary, the Las Vegas residency, the best Christmas song ever, six solo albums, three TV shows, a zombie boyband movie, countless conventions, six more Backstreet babies, and shirtless Brian!  I could probably write a “12 Days of Christmas” parody about this (“10 Years of Backstreet?”) if I were so inclined.  We have been blessed!

On a personal level, it’s been a momentous decade for me, too.  In the past ten years, I became an aunt, bought my first house and my first brand new car, earned a master’s degree, and traveled to many places I’d never been before, including the Bahamas, Miami, Atlanta, Vegas, and L.A.  I even made two pilgrimages to Lexington, Kentucky and took the unofficial Brian and Kevin driving tour, something I’d been wanting to do for almost as long as I’ve been a fan.  I have the Backstreet Boys to thank for a lot of those trips, as many of them were either to see the Boys (concerts, cruises, conventions) or with friends I’ve made because of the Boys.  At the start of the decade, I had only met the Boys once (which did not include Kevin) and had only met three of my online friends.  As the decade ends, my walls are filled with photos I’ve taken with the Boys from various concert VIPs, cruises, and conventions, as well as the many online friends I’ve met along the way.  In fact, it feels weird to even keep calling some of them “online friends” because we’ve gotten to hang out in real life so many times in the past decade.  It’s easy to complain about “adulting,” but there are definite perks to being old enough to have your own transportation, a disposable income, and no one to tell you “no” (well, except for maybe your credit card – but, hey, no regrets!).

In terms of fan fiction, our fandom has definitely slowed down this past decade.  We’re all getting older, and some of us have grown out of this hobby or simply gotten away from it due to the responsibilities our families, careers, and adult lives require.  It’s been sad to see many of the websites I used to read stories on disappear or die a slow death, but that only makes me more determined to keep Dreamer’s Sanctuary alive.  In the last ten years, I’ve finished five novels and written numerous short stories, and I have no plans to stop writing in the Roaring ’20s.  I went through a rough patch while I was busy with my master’s program, and it took me a while to get back into my groove, but this past year has proven to me (and hopefully also to you, my readers) that I still have a passion for writing fanfic and the drive and determination needed to post regularly and finish projects.  I plan to continue doing all of that in the next decade.

First I’m going to finish my third pandaskunk story, The Year Without a Pandaskunk.  Part II has been posted!  I hope to continue updating with at least one part a week until it’s done.  After that, I plan to work on a new novel.  Right now, unless I get a different idea, I’m thinking that novel will be My Brother’s Keeper, which I posted a sneak peek of two years ago and then promptly stopped working on when life got in the way.  I would love to tell you I’ll also continue working on some of my old, unfinished projects that are posted, but I don’t want to make any promises I may not be able to keep.

Whether you’re new to Dreamer’s Sanctuary or a long-time reader, I want to thank you all for visiting my site, reading my stories, and supporting me after all these years.  Your involvement is a big part of what makes fanfic fun for me.  I hope you know how much I appreciate you.  I wish you all a happy new year and hope this next decade brings nothing but blessings your way!