AHTIM is complete!

There are few things in life I get more pleasure out of than changing the status of a story from “incomplete” to “complete,” and today I got to do it for A Heart That Isn’t Mine.  Chapter 50 is up, and with that, the story is officially finished!

Today is Thanksgiving here in the U.S., and though I know many of you reading this are from other countries, I want to let you know how thankful I am for every one of you.  Writing fanfic has been my favorite hobby for almost twenty years, yet few people in my real life know that about me.  While I prefer it that way, it’s nice to be able to share my stories with a group of people who understand and appreciate them.  Thank you to everyone who has visited my site, read my stories, and taken time to give feedback.  Your support and encouragement is a big part of why I enjoy writing and will always come back to it, even when life gets in the way.

Last year, 2018, was the hardest year of my life.  I lost two beloved members of my family, and I didn’t do much writing at all until I finally got going on A Heart That Isn’t Mine about a year ago.  Strange as it may seem, this dark, depressing, delightfully twisted little story became a beacon of light, leading me out of the darkness and helping me through my grief.  I’m always happiest when I’m writing, and this year has been much better, in part because of it.  I was more nervous to post this story than any other one I’ve written, but the positive reactions and kind words I’ve gotten from readers have reaffirmed that there are other people out there who like to read the kind of stories I like to write and enjoy reading myself.  Thank you for that!  There will be more stories where this one came from.

It’s Christmas time again!

I’ve been all over the place when it comes to updating this week – sorry about that!  I was out of town yesterday and didn’t have time to update, but never fear, Chapter 49 is here!  This is the second to last chapter of A Heart That Isn’t Mine, so next time I update, the story will officially be finished!

So what is next for me?  Well, I’ve been working so hard on this one for the past few months, I originally thought I would want to take a break from writing for at least a few weeks before starting a new project.  But I’ve become so accustomed to waking up and writing, coming home from work and writing, staying up late and writing, etc., that it seems a shame to stop the momentum.  So without missing a beat, I started plotting out a new story last week.  Recent events have sparked some ideas for a brand new pandaskunk story, which would be the third in The Pandaskunk Saga.  I’ve been wanting to make this series a trilogy since I finished the second one, but I had to wait for the right idea, which apparently took five years.  I’ve got a solid idea now, and I started writing the story this morning.  After the darkness and intensity of A Heart That Isn’t Mine, I needed something light and silly to write as a little palate cleanser before I delve back into another heavy drama.  I’m hoping to have it finished or at least far enough to start posting before Christmas.

I’ll be back later this week with the last chapter of A Heart That Isn’t Mine!

Can we try to erase all the pain?

In honor of Black & Blue’s 19th anniversary (what?!), I had to use a lyric from my favorite track for this post title.  Happy anniversary, B&B!

I had actually intended to update again on Tuesday, but in light of all the real life Carter family drama the last two days, I decided to hold off until today.  Chapter 48 of A Heart That Isn’t Mine is up, and although the story is winding down, it’s not over yet…

With that being said, I’m gonna go ahead and apologize in advance for this chapter.  I’m sorry.

I have no willpower…

…So enjoy another update!

Now that I’m done writing A Heart That Isn’t Mine, I don’t see any reason to keep stringing you along and making you wait a week in between chapters.  I’m eager to post the ending, so Chapter 47 is up, and there will be more where that one came from soon… maybe even tomorrow!

Thanks for the feedback on 46!

The End!

Well, not quite.  But if you follow me on Twitter, you might have seen that I did finish A Heart That Isn’t Mine today!  I’m just not posting the end today.  I am posting Chapter 46 though, and I think you’ll enjoy it!  There will be four more chapters after this one, so we are definitely winding down, for real this time.

I’m sure I’ll write an end-of-story author’s note to post with the final chapter, but for now, let me just say, with as slowly as I write and as long as my novels tend to be, I finish stories so infrequently that it feels really, really good when I do!  Even though it took me just over fifteen months to write this one (not long at all, by my recent standards), it was such a challenging one to write that putting it down on paper, bringing it to life, and being happy with the final product feels especially satisfying.  I really appreciate those of you who have been giving me feedback along the way.  Looking forward to your comments is half the fun, so thank you!